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Friday, January 20, 2017

You Don't Know Me

Happy Friday and welcome to the start of the weekend.

I really need this work down time with my kids.

I love my job, I really do...for the most part. As my supervisors says I sell smiles, and I HATE sales, always have but it is not too difficult to sell chocolate to small stores. The new territory that started this year is absolutely ridiculous though. From furthest northern to furthest southern is a distance of 189 miles not including all the roads and multiple stores winding in between. So as much as I love it I am polishing up my resume and getting on the look to find something new.

Speaking of new I saw this yesterday:

This Is awesome and so true. Many that knew me over the past 15 or so years do not really know me anymore because I lost who I was not long after I got married. I really did not like who I had become either. I LOVE who I becoming again. I am more like the much younger me than ever. Ironically it is who my ex says he fell in love with, but then worked at changing me, though am pretty sure it was not on a conscious level. He was unhappy with him so wanted me to change thinking it was me making him unhappy. Whatever it was it is in my past and I am at peace finally again moving on.

I am unhappy with the weight I have put back on this past year but it is time I am getting my head back to where it needs to be.

Selling chocolate is not a great fit for someone trying to live a healthier life either. I have it around me....in my house....in my car ALL.THE.TIME!

I would love to find something to do at home, remote...no driving. Those jobs seem to be far and few between though. But I will look. Who knows maybe I will strike gold.

I will have sometime when I have my iron infusion....3 hours to work on resume and look for work, but that won't be until the end of the month so in the meantime I will make time to start that process.

I turn to God's word for strength and wisdom in this change.

Hebrews 4:12 states "The word of God is alive and exerts power."

He has certainly never disappointed me or abandoned me in my time of need. I find myself in need again....in need of a change and with His help I will find a good fit for me and my kids, something that works with our crazy life and supports the things we need.

Today I move ever forward.

What plans do you have for this weekend? Anything exciting?

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