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Wednesday, December 7, 2011

Meltdown

Oh wow. Did not see this coming!!! Ok I keep trying to push these feelings out of my head.

To ignore them.

I keep telling myself to not listen.

It's too overwhelming!!!

I don't want to go through with this.

I don't. :( the thought of telling Kevin just… I don't know.

I have disappointed him so many times with this weight loss game. He has been so supportive through this entire process. Even following this strict pre-op diet. The first time I've seen him be optimistic about me finally getting to a healthy weight in a long time.

How.

Why.

What.

Ugh!!!

My head is spinning. Tears won't stop. I feel like I am completely going crazy!!!!

I feel like I will disappoint everyone. Especially the most important people in my life.

Trish

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